Season of love- A Valentine Week

Oh it's valentine week... A season of love, we say. Love is the most powerful healing energy. Everything you do with love spreads healing.  Valentine week, some of us go for a vacation, some enjoy with their children, some go to orphanage, some for shopping, some go for parties but as usual I chose my work. I never had a perfect Valentine week in my life. But this time God was little pity on me and it was a big surprise for me only.

      It was simple but yet beautiful. I think when a person feels that he/she is on the top of the world then it's one of the best feeling ever. Week started with the Rose Day with a beautiful bunch of roses. Followed with Propose Day, Chocolate Day with all my favorite chocolates. Teddy Day, the day started with a cute little teddies as a gift. Then it comes Promise Day, Hug Day, Kiss Day. Here, I will keep it as a secret. Finally, it's the Valentine Day.... Wowwww..... Tick-tock... Tick-tock ....... It's 12 o'clock and Valentine Day started with a beautiful fruit cake, decorative lights, fragrance candles, cards, slow music. The most interesting part was I was in deep sleep when this surprise was being planned. When I woke up it was just like a dream. Room was dark but lighted with candles. I was speechless. So special, how come?? But it's the fact. Let me tell you about the Promise day. What people usually promise ?? Darling, I won't leave you. I will stay with you forever. Or something like, Baby, you know na how much I love you?? I will stay with you till my death. Even I got these fake promises so I  usually don't believe these. Don't take me in the other way, I really do not want to hurt anyone. I am just sharing what I had been seeing since ages. But this time I can say I had to change my mind. Someone promising you that the person may not be with us but they will surely stand beside us every time we need them. Without saying anything they will know what we want. I was not believing till it did not happen to me really. The feeling was growing stronger and stronger and it's really amazing to meet such person. When we expect and the expectations fails then it hurts and it happened with me many times. But when we do not expect but there are only surprises for us then the feeling  is something amazing. Feel like it's a fairy tale.

      I did not expect a perfect Valentine week ever but still someone thought for me. That was really sweet.It's nothing for some people who get surprises like every alternative day. And my valentine week was not that luxurious or mysterious. But what matters is the person took out some time for me and planned a small surprise and in return the person want a beautiful smile on my face. I had seen people getting so rude and spoiling their and others moods because they did not get the things as per they had expected. I had also people who did not much money but they sat near a road side fast food stall and had a candle light dinner and they end of their day so happily. Even I had seen people partying hard, some even going to orphanage. Basically, is it really about Valentine Day that we celebrate on 14th Feb?? No, I do not think so. It's about love, care, humanity that you people has to spread. Money, gifts, cars, bungalows you won't take it with you. The way you will love and care for others, you will surely not earn money but more than that you will earn reputation, love ,affection, care. In this,just want to give a message that money is not everything. Just see the person efforts, see their feelings, respect their feelings. Then only we can deserve that same love and affection that we are running after nowadays.

         There is only one happiness in this life, to love and be loved.Love is when the other person's happiness is more priority than your own. I do believe this. If you believe so, then help each other to spread love and kindness where every evil minds will bow their heads before us...

The Dark Forest entry in my Life Game

3 years back, I started searching for a particular path to follow. I failed to achieve that, with this I lost my piece of mind,confident,patience. Still I continued searching, because I never knew what is failure without trying. In this journey I went to a darker place. It was more darker than where I was living.

    It was a 'Dark Forest', full of darkness. And I went into the forest,to lose my mind and find my soul. It was quiet and sometimes screaming out of pain that the people had gave. Startlingly, I was little scared of darkness and loneliness. But as I moved on, I found so many beautiful things.
  I sat there for a long time alone and was deep in my thoughts. I found one reply from inside that is 'I am not the one who I supposed to be? ' Life is beautiful when all goes well but when troubles come then we blame the life. Why we do so??  Without challenges life is lifeless. Life had given me several chances to fulfill my dreams but people did not want this to happen or I can say my struggle did not happen the way it should be. Being a human sometimes I lose my patience and start crying but again I make myself stand strong because we all know that "All good things are wild and free but it takes time to happen". No one has guided me in a proper way so that I can see the proper path. I think that's the almighty who is showing small small paths in this darkness to step in. But I am sure one day he will show enough light for the next step to be safe. Just waiting for the day to come.
     The  pain is not gone but I've learned to live with it. A normal person will not be interested to know about the the beauty of the darkness. Every darkness comes with a light but we have to find it out.
               This life is yours.Take the power of what you want to do and do it well. Take the power to love what you want in life and love it honestly. Take the power of controlling your own life, no one else can do it better than you. Take the power to make your life happy and independent.  

A letter to my Mom: Make Yourself Available

Hi Moti,

This is me your cutiepie.. Oophs.... I got super slim now. haahaa... How are you mom? How is your health? How is papa? Boring, it's our daily gossips over phone mom. Let's talk something interesting. Mom, very important and essential word for everyone, but people are not used to it. A mom can take the place of all other's but her place no one can take not even Dad. Mom, I miss u each and every moment but unable to express this. I don't need anyone else when you are there around me. I know, you are worried about me but I will say, Don't Worry Mom. You have made me strong enough to adjust with this world. Sometimes I wish I could sleep on your lap that's the best way to relax yourself. Mom you are my best friend,you are the sweetest person I had ever came across. I am worried about you and I promise you I will solve all these bloody stuffs but you need to promise me that you have to keep supporting me the way you had been doing. The day you will go away from me,I will become an orphan from that day. I don't have enough word to explain the word "MOM".I shout at you not because of anger rather you can say that I didnt find the perfect person to share my feelings yet.

       Moms are like super fast trains. They are never alone in their thoughts. Look at my mom only,how far I stay but she is after my daily routine. I have seen people changing after they are grown up but the one thing that remain same is "MOM" and "HER DUTIES". Sometimes moms are slightly insane because they care for their children. But children are there who need their own space but in problems they will be in search of a old lady whom they used to call "MOM".Why we people behave so rudely? Why we don't think even once that she is reason for my existence? Why we forget that she taught us how to walk,talk,speak? Why we think that it's her duty every-time to protect us,why can't we think that it's our duty also to take care of her in her old age. I don't think any of our mom has ever demanded anything expensive like our partner does.... They deserve the respect, so respect them.

                                                                                                                           
                                                                                                                                                     Yours
                                                                                                                                                       Puchu

Am I Worthless???

Since a long time, I am having this pain. The pain is somewhere lying quietly in my heart and pinching me. But something interesting I will share with you is about my surrounding. As we all know about the so called "People" around us. Some comments on me, some encourage me with their words, some cry seeing my situation etc etc..... Will all these solutions make me out of my problem??

Of course a big "NO". Is the real humanity died or the people have become so reserved/ selfish that they cannot help others. Are they so busy in their stuffs that they do not have 2 minutes of time to talk? I cannot blame my fate always neither I have any doubt on my hard-work. But surely I can blame the "System" and the "People".

              The pain I am feeling no one else can feel it till he/she has not gone through it.Giving advises,commenting at others,laughing at others or do not give dialogues "Don't give up. Great things take time" bla...blaaaa are not going to work these days, what you can do is at least help that person and let he/she feel that he/she is not alone, someone else is also trying hard for it. Ask me what loneliness means, Its like " Today all my passions have died.My senses have stopped responding me.I feel I am getting older and older. Nothing is left to do here in this world." This loneliness is much more dangerous than your anger. All people are not same.Some are strong,some are weak,some have patient,some lose courage,etc and we all know what is the next step but still we ignore these people thinking that , it's not my stuff. We all have the same motive of earning more and more money. But let me ask my readers, how many of you people took a headache to help others in earning?? Do you know the people having pain inside them,how much they hate themselves? May be one of these people your closed ones, relative, family members, friend. Then make sure one day you are going to hear a bad news about the person. We cannot help our closed ones then how come we can think about a stranger,right?
             Everyone has a right to live a healthy life with a smile, please help those people to live and enjoy. As you do what you love to,help them also to do the same

They need a hug saying just they are not worthless..